I can and can't believe it's been a year. Sometimes it seems like yesterday and other times I search my mind to hold on to every part of you. I'm afraid I'll forget you. Your hands when you would grab mine and give them a lil squeeze. Your sayings, the ones I thought I had heard a million times when you said them. The same sayings that I would listen to over and over again to hear your voice. Mom called your phone once someone else has it silly right, that it should bother us that someone else has your number now. I miss you so much. Today was rainy just like mom says rainy days are the worst. You were always home on rainy days so we just stayed pretty much locked up in the house all day. I miss you and love you. Love, Mindee