Happy late 4th :) I'm home from alaska were going to florida soon with uncle chester and the family. Eden is growing so much she's so much fun now and she has two teeth! Everyone really loves her I know you would too. Miss you tons Nothing is the same without you. We have fun but it's always bittersweet a few funny stories about you and your crazy ways were laughing and then blubbering idiots. The only way I can explain it is without you there is a hole a gap a space. At first the pain was unbearable and its not going away, not growing smaller or filling in, only that we are learning to bear it to manage the pain. Sometimes it's hard though I don't usually let it get to me unless I'm alone with no fear of how I look to other people. What I'm trying to say is I still miss you more than ever. Love you, Mindee